A Simple Thing Called Love

does she know how freaking much i miss her?
i cant see her and talk to her and stuff.
the only thing i can do is lie on the floor, close my eyes and imagine shes there by my side.
tsk.
and my diet is so unsuccessful coz im gonna be eating pizza for dinner.
off to msia tmrw.
juz felt like going away from this damn place man.
will be back on saturday.
anw, ive been very disturbed the past few days larh.
i cant believe she doesnt trust me.
i mean, why would i talk abt her together with someone else when i wanna be together with her so badly?
gosh, its so ridiculous.
and anw, its so obvious that she isnt crook.
those bitches should find smth more believable to bitch about man.
and im extremely disturbed by what she said casually.
juz that i dont dare to ask her about it coz i dont wanna upset her or anyth.
so has anyone realised?
its november 08 tmrw.
last year, this time, i was desperately searching for Z's number to wish her.
this year, im still considering whether to wish her.
i think i should. i want to.
but is sunshine serious abt the not-wishing thing?
i dnoe larh.
i think im gonna be in a terrible mood tmrw.
i feel so lost in this world man.
and rite now, i feel like seeing her.
looking into her eyes and losing myself in them...
okay back to earth now.
im waiting for sunshine's reply.
i didnt know its so hard to reply a yes or a no.
tsk, im giving up.
did i mention?
im sick and tired of being sick and tired.
but dammit, i still love her.
i don't mind spending everyday
out in a corner in the pouring rain
look for the woman with the broken smile
ask her if she wants to stay a while
AND SHE WILL BE LOVED.

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